Got beef?

I DON'T KNOW HOW ELSE TO PUT THIS,
IT'S TAKEN ME SO LONG TO DO THIS.
I'M FALLING A SLEEP AND I CAN'T SEE STRAIGHT.

MY MUSCLES FEEL LIKE A MELEE,
MY BODY'S CURLED IN A U-SHAPE
I PUT ON MY BEST BUT I'M STILL AFRAID

PROPPED UP BY LIES AND PROMISES,

SAVING MY PLACE AS LIFE FORGETS
MAYBE IT'S TIME I SAW THE WORLD

WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO HIDE NOW?
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?
DID YOU REALLY THINK I WOULDN'T SEE THIS THROUGH?

TELL ME I SHOULD STICK AROUND FOR YOU
TELL ME I COULD HAVE IT ALL
I'M STILL TOO TIRED TO CARE AND I GOTTA GO.

 

PIC BY: me

I ONLY WISH YOU WEREN'T MY FRIEND
THEN I COULD HURT YOU IN THE END.

IF YOU STILL CARE DON'T EVER LET ME KNOW.